Wednesday, September 14, 2011

The Longer You Wait...

I found this today on Pinterest... maybe somehow Pinterest knew what I needed to see... although I am pretty sick of waiting.

My lunch consisted of a Coke Zero and a peanut butter Snickers on the way home from the grocery store yesterday... in between hysterical wails while thinking of the baby we so desperately want but cannot seem to have. 

I noticed a zit on my face this morning when I was driving Madison to school.

Oh ... and the pregnancy tests I took yesterday and Sunday were both negative.

So it was really of no surprise to me when I got my period today.  But it hurt nonetheless.  And to be perfectly honest... I am pretty sick of hurting like this.

Oh and if we know each other in real life... I am totally okay with not talking about this.  I'd actually prefer not to.


Mary said...

Sounds like you could use a hug or at the least a quiet cup of tea. I'm new to your blog but I'll be back. I spent some time browsing through your earlier posts and I'm so glad I did that. You've create a really nice spot for your readers to visit and I enjoyed the time I spent here. I hope you feel better as the day gors on. Hugs and blessings...Mary

B. Wilson said...

Ugh. Well, I won't discuss it but more just say how much it sucks. I feel like I've been living that above quote for the last 1.5 years. It will be 2 years before that HOPEFULLY comes true. Sigh.